so very tired.

I have yet to give in writing my final answer to the principal. We were leaning towards 0.4 FTE teaching 2 days a week. I had come to terms with that. She called back today to let me know it wouldn't be 2 days, but rather 3 days. Sigh. 3 days?! I only wanted to work one for frick's sake. Now 3 days of childcare. Sigh. Still no answer from Dan's work. I have to let the principal know tomorrow. Boy, the "choices" don't get any crappier. I am so stressed and tired from trying to think of all the solutions, needs, logistics, desires of what I want over what needs to be done... My head hurts and I am still spinning. I wish it were easier. Our life has never been easy though. 3 days away from my boys every week. Sure, not full days, but 3 days nonetheless. Big sigh.